My melancholy...!!!

Just because I write sad and depressive

please don't think I hate myself

I actually like myself a lot

I just hate to feel depressed

Being depressed is not what I choose to do.

And please don't think I have no friends because I do

And please don't see me as a sad freak

because I'm not.

Please know that sometimes

life in general can overwhelm me

so I isolate myself from the world

The world is corrupted anyway

So I don't really care

I'm not missing anything

And please don't think

it is a bad thing

I'd rather isolate

than to be out in the world

making bad choices

It is my comfort place

Please understand there are reasons

for the way I feel

And please don't tell me to take

medicines or drugs

That's not the cure for me

And please know

I would never hurt myself

And yes

I smile too.

Please don't worry

I'll be okay..