Alone..

I am alone, but I am not sad

I am alone and I am satisfied

I am alone its nice the quiet

I am alone but I feel love all around and I like it.

I am alone and I like the company I keep

I am alone and I like me

Not many can say this freely

Some people need to have someone or they are empty

If you cannot be alone with yourself

how can you be with any one else

I am alone so I say but are we really?

No one is ever alone truly.

A forever friend...!!!!!

Sometime's in life, you find a special friend.

Someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.

Someone who makes you believe that there is really good in the world.

Someone who convinces you that there really is an unblocked door just waiting for you to open it.

This is forever friendship.

When you are down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full.

Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times.

If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows.

If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and  cheers you on.

Your forever friend hold your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay.

And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not to worry.

You have a forever friend, and forever has no end. 

I'm scared

I'm scared that i'm never

going to be happy.

Or that i'm never going to 

get better or fully recover.

I'm scared that one day i'll have 

the courage to kill myself and i

won't regret it at all.

I'm scared to see other people see me

the way i see myself.

I'm scared to see the people i love

the most not love me back 

in return.

I'm so scared to not have the thing 

that makes me happy no

longer in my life.

but one thing that i'm not 

scared of is loving you till

 the very end.

The ruin..

I stumbled upon this building only by chance,

With its hypnotic ivy, leaves me in a trance,

Holding the ruins together in a natural embrace,

Whilst hiding the features with its natural lace.

The child inside me, can't help but explore,

As I walk through the grounds, to the withered old door,

I fight through the foliage, I see the door is ajar,

Pushing it open as it creaks, interrupting the calm.

Birds fleeting like the thoughts in my mind,

As I capture the beauty with my eyes, as I left my trouble behind.

The sun pierces through the absent gable,

As it highlights the old wooden chair, missing its table.

I come to rest in that old wooden chair,

Looking through the open gable, in the suns aura I stare,

The heavens open as my spirit glides,

Out from my body as I breathe through the sky.

I am drawn to the roadside of an old country lane,

The car hugging the tree, the window missing its pane,

A camera clicking, from a lifeless grip,

Capturing the tragedy of a summers road trip.

Besides the body of a man, is his newly wed bride,

Her breathing so shallow, she gazes in his eyes,

Reaching for his hand, as breathes one last time,

Her spirit leaves her body as she is drawn to mine.

Our spirits embrace as we reach for sky,

As heaven waits the soul of the groom and his beautiful bride.

Seize the moment...

Did you get this opportunity before
Someone who did something out of the ordinary, so much more
Did you grab it by the reigns or let it slip away
Did you shut it down for fear it might not work out

We are all just a decision away
From something great or something tragic
while we work it out in our minds did the moment pass or fade away
Do you regret it and wish it was different today
maybe it's time to follow a gift given to you
maybe it's time to take a risk
we only have one life to live
so live it.

I Walk alone...

I sleep with desperate dreams,

I sit in absolute darkness,

but I stand alone.

I smile in transient peace, 

I scream beyond the decibels,

but I weep alone.

I observe with stunning detail, 

I watch with the diseased world,

but I learn alone.

I wander into a sky full of stars,

Along nature's beautiful walls,

but I walk alone.