all I wanted..

all I wanted was someone to love me

all I wanted was someone to love

all I wanted was to love them

more than anyone else.

all I wanted to love you

all I wanted to show you

how much you meant to me

all I wanted was for you to deal with me

even if it got hard.

all I wanted was someone 

who would hold my hand

all thats left is stitching

from the heart that you took

and the person you left cold.

all I wanted was for you to love me

all I wanted was to love you.

the most beautiful thing....

Broken pieces

shattered on the floor

the broken pieces of my heart

just left scattered

but then out of the blue

she showed up

and put me back together

no, even better

she made me  

something better

someone better

as cheesy as it sounds

she showed me what love was

what true love was

she's my living proof

that all the past heartbreaks

and heartaches

and all the waiting

were worth it

because she's worth it

we are worth it

and I swear 

that I'll always 

be your side

and not mess this thing up

because

this love

that we share

is far by

the most beautiful thing

in my world.

Breaking silence..

Its the silence

Right before the sky roars

and lightning strikes.

Before wind claws at the walls

leaving behind the thick heavy air.

Before the sky lets loose

the hell of a tornado.

Before the ocean's wrath

while it devours and takes.

But its the silence afterall

that aches the most.

Leaving behind shaking hands

of trembling fear.

Worth..

You are not

worthless.

You are worth

more than all

the stars in

the sky.

More than all

the waves that

kiss the shore.

More than all

the birds that

fly the skies.

More than all

the clouds that

float on by.

More than all

the wishes dreamers

make upon dandelions.

You are worth 

something.

Just good friends..

With every smile 

with every glance

my hopes are raised

my joy enhanced

I'm on a high

it's such a rush

So I make a move

my heart is crushed.

Was wishful thinking

on my part

I lost my head

and followed my heart

I learnt to see

what wasn't there

her love for me 

is now elsewhere.

Will I ever learn

not to take the bait 

that drop dead smile

that seals my fate

it reels me in

and I can't break free

I'm filled with a

false sense of security.

So again I'm struck

deep to the heart

with the realization

we are apart

the love we shared

has ceased to be

so from now on 

just good friends are we.

For you.

For you 

I would mature twenty five years in a day.

just to let you see the gravity of the words I say.

For you

I would build a stylish invisible cloak

just so if you wished to hide like flames behind smoke.

For you I would willfully wrestle brutish alligator

just so I could hear you speak of how you'll see me later.

For you 

I would build all new things about me 

just so you would see no shattered shards.

For you 

I would be Frankenstein's experiment

just so he would inflate my heart to that of an elephant.

Love and stars are alike, they are both true

but I think the beauty of both things lie with you.

Repeating myself of love that flowers bloom

like an echo that never fades in volume.

I stopped counting my heartbeats

when I know my heart could count on you

and this is the last of today's word repeats

"You will always be in my heart and I love you."  

P.S. Insanely yours, forever.

An imperfect masterpiece

Her soul a sky filled

with twinkling stars

eyes two pearly  globes

of magnetic innocence

with a red rose fragility

and floret fragrance

even when she carries a 

hearts dotted with scars

from painful inflictions during

the battles of life

fought and overcome.

Origin of silence..

I want to find

the point of origin

of silence with you.

We can sit together

and I will memorize

everything about there.

From the cute scrunch

of your nose when

you smile at me

to your saddening gaze

which causes this incessant

tearing of my heart.

Without the necessary words

you will be enveloped

in my full admiration.

Then I can work

on speaking the words

another heart wrenching time.