Love me..

Touch me

with your thoughts, 

your hopes, 

your dreams for the future.

Share with me your secret wishes,

tell me those things you confide in no other.

Trust me with your deepest desires

Touch me..

the way you always do with your words.

Fill me..

with your caring and your compassion

If I have no one who understands, you're there,

quietly waiting till you are needed,

always knowing the right words.

When everything looks bleak,

you bring a smile back into my life.

Fill me..

with your brightness.

Need me..

to be here for you,

to listen and not judge, to support and care,

wanting you need to talk, know that I'm waiting.

Need me..

to be in your life, always.

Love me..

just love me.

Trust.

When someone wakes you up

in the middle of the night

whether its by phone,

text or in person

because they are upset

and need someone

do not get irritated

or annoyed with that person

think about it

that person is falling apart

and out of all of the people in their life

they could talk to and lean on

they chose you

for whatever reason they chose you

they chose to let you in

during their most vulnerable moment

because they trust you

being able to trust someone

is a big moment for any person

be happy that you are trusted

with the most beautiful thing

a human being can offer

being able to open up

and allow someone into your heart

when you are sad

is risky for anyone

that person opened up to you

cherish that

take that seriously

to be trusted is a rare gift

don't ever take it for granted.

Never by my side...

Walk with me

follow me now

I cannot wait for you

I need to show you everything

I need you to see

that this world is nothing

with our sense of symmetry

I cannot slow down

you cannot run

forever behind me

missing out on 

what's to come

a second too late

a minute too soon

the song we sang yesterday

is now a distant tune. 

the same moon..

Whenever you miss me

and you feel alone

look at the night sky

and know that 

I'm looking at it too.

Stretch out your hand

towards the moon

and I'll do the same

Close your eyes

and feel my fingers

touching yours

imagine you're with me

no matter where you are

We will always be together

under a blanket of stars

whisper to me

and I'll hear you 

always.

P.S. I Love You.

Glittering hues

Can't write a line for the fire

burning in my mind

an ocean of flames

she ignites inside me

a passion so deep 

I thought long ago died

I buried it down

and now it does rise.

I see a beauty in her eyes

a spark that's hard to define

even harder to find

her smile sets the soul alight

and I bask in the glory

of her perfect light.

When I listen to you read

such a feeling does arise

peace

such peace

the kind you get

from a very deep sleep.

Its unique

the way your words

cling to me 

soft syllables slowly rolling 

through my mind

like a summer breeze

leave me lost 

on cloud nine

in and out of time.

I want to drown

in your sound

swim in your sea

oh

the words 

I want to hear 

you say to me.

I want you complete

incomplete

between

I want your words

I want your silence

I want the good, the bad

I want all that you have.

Your stormy sea 

your raging river

a shining star from afar

a sliver moon quivers

lighting the abandoned

highways of my heart.

I long to feel the sun

from your smile

taste the intoxicating bliss

of your sweet kiss

trace the outline of your body

chasing the shadows 

from your mind

while watching the sunrise

behind your eyes.

An unexpected muse

invades my mind

at random times

keeps me up at night

with want and hope

an unrelenting dream

she comes to me

and my desire

knows no bounds

my mind sometimes 

forget the lines.

I was lost

now found

no longer afraid

to go underground

sweet chaos

blessed be the meek

so unique

and I so bleak

such a weird weep

cannot really hope to compete

though play my hand I will.

Nothing to lose

I give all

down on my knee

begging for a fraction

of your time

or else an eternity.

A world inside her mind

a desert storm, chaos

ocean in her eyes

my stars are all aligned

may our galaxies collide.

Chaos in my heart

chaos in my mind

sweet chaos breaks right through

touches the soul with light

where once were shades of grey

now only rainbows divine.

Building

Love is like a building

if one's love starts strong

its foundation will be strong.

Love is like a building

many people enter your lives

some who can destroy our love

yet you stand strong.

Love is like building

when it gets old

it starts to weaken

but if maintained

stays strong.

Love is like building 

when it is weak

it starts to fall apart

and when the foundation collapses

it is destroyed

leaving nothing

but memories.

You..

Many places to look around

Yet I only want to see you

Ignoring every sound

So I only hear you.

Many reasons to live

yet my heart beats for you

many things to dream about 

Yet I only dream of you.

Many hints I've given you

Yet you have no clue

haven't I made it more clear

I love you.

Lyrical steps..

I'm taking these lyrical steps 

one by one towards you

I've never been told 

to stay strong

I've never been given 

advice to don't quit

It has been really

simple to me

I've never started anything

wearing a rootless heart.

And you know,

as children vanishing

in their own childhood

going mad 

in merry-go -rounds

I may not be iron maiden

But I won't rust either

with any little rain 

pouring down 

on my thoughts.

And I would punch

any guy for you

Like, I'm sure

you would kick any girl for me

We are lovers 

the almighty lovers

lyrical storms 

on the stairways to the heaven

to believe we can't reach it

to deny our strength

to get over everything

Love, that would be the saddest thing.

Lovely puzzle

I spent a lot of time 

searching for love

in shallow spaces.

I gave people 

parts of me

they didn't deserve

and I let myself be hurt

that's what I deserved.

But once 

I let go of trying 

to shove puzzle pieces

where they didn't fit.

Once I let go of all the hatred

I secretly had stitched

into the gashes

decorating my heart

I met you.

Going crazy...

I feel like I'm going crazy

I feel extremely lonely

My mood goes from up to down

I'm pushing away the one

I care about the most

I'm looking for happiness

in the wrong people

I cry easily

I can't even focus on my work

I want to be alone 

but being alone hurts

I can't stop

being the one I used to be

And I feel like I'm going crazy.