Fascination...

As I leap
And sink so deep
Into these beautiful eyes of yours
Our gaze lock and I swear I soar

Suddenly, my life seems to gather to that one moment
As my heart throbs and I develop an attachment
Possibilities are thrust upon me, life has never seems so promising
And the colors inside my heart seem to be igniting..

Broken dreams...

Stagnant moments of furtive glances
Rush through the motions of enigmatic trances

As wandering clouds of the grey skies
Evoke turbulent winds of those fragrant lies

The ripples crack across the still shores
Echoing the silent screams behind a few closed doors

The distant thunder sends shivers
As dusty reminders of broken dreams quiver

The stony walls of an icy resolve crumble
In a jungle that rumbles

The fresh scars of long forgotten vows
Creates havoc in a soul devout.

Another day..

Cold steel slides across my skin.
In so much pain.
I let you in.
Now I bleed red.
I'm better off dead.

My life is cheap
10 pills and the bottle only puts me to sleep
A rope from a deck
didn't stretch out my neck
A gallon of gas
But my life didn't pass
And a blade, at least one for each finger
And yet my life seems to linger

I came to the conclusion
that happiness is an illusion.
And the only one who can take my life.

Is the girl I gave a knife.
The girl I owe my life
The girl who causes my strife.
The girl whom I love.

Walls..

Walls of silence,
Of guarded wariness.

Walls of hesitation,
Of experienced caution.

Walls of distrust,
Of practiced isolation.

Walls I put up intentionally,
Walls you tore down unknowingly.

Walls I found crumbled,
the door of my heart opened.

Walls I found breached,
And you were just sitting there.

Walls I have never lived without,
Suddenly seeming unneeded.

Walls I was glad to let down,
Until you shanked my heart.

Walls I should have fortified
With anger, hate and experience.

Walls of protection,
Of much needed security.

Walls of insulation,
Of broken heart bandaging.

Walls I won't let down again.
Thanks to you, I've learned my lesson.

Remember me...

Remember me whenever you're blue
Remember me when there's no one holding you
Any time you feel like you can't make it through
Remember me and I will be with you

Remember me whenever you're afraid
And when you lose your dreams along the way
Any time you feel like you can't make it through
Remember me and I will be with you.

Every night and every day I'll be by your side
Just reach out and take my hand... I'll be your guide
And any time you feel like you can't make it through
Remember me and I will be with you.

Remember me whenever you are afraid
Remember me if there's someone in my place
Any time you feel like you can't make it through
Remember me and I will be with you.

Remember me
When the color of sunset fills the sky
Remember me
When you pray and tears of joy fall from your eyes.

Remember me as I was
Happy, alive holding no grudge
Remember me in a good life

Because even when you can't make it through
I'll be there for you

Just.. Remember me.