True friends...

Friends are dime a dozen,

true friends are a diamond in the rough.

They are the ones who really know, 

and are there when times are tough.

There to make you laugh

or hold you when you cry.

Making you want to live

when you feel like you could die.

Through thick and thin,

riding life's immense wave.

Standing together right or wrong,

Loyal, true and brave.

True friends to the end,

they stick right by your side.

Unconditional love they have

for the person that's deep inside. 

Unravelling...!!!

Sometimes I truly wonder

How it would be to simply

Float away, all tethers cut

And all strings unravelled

And all the binds unbound

And all the knots undone

                   

Just me and my constant

Melancholy being fritted

Away in the air as all I see

Are the worlds I've left in

My wake of quiet and stealthy

disappearance that isn't

Of much consequence...

My heart no longer bleeds for you..

Sleepless nights

Held myself tight

All alone

I'm on my own

Tell me you love me

Tears down my face

Throwing myself all over the place

Filled with anger filled with hate

Why did I leave my heart to break?

You knew what you were doing

You never ever cared

I'm stone cold sober

Disaster in the air

No more love

No more tears

No more fears

Because my heart no longer bleeds for you

It will never bleed for anyone else 

Heart breaks happen to everyone but remember there is

always at the tunnel ..

Heal...!!!

There's this mood hanging in the air tonight

and it's thick with melancholy.

Words are tip toeing around sentences

tip toeing around paragraphs.

I want to take her in my arms,

tell her it's okay.

Kiss each eye lid and

run my fingers through her hair.

If she would let me.

I've read that the touch of a hand can heal,

just a touch.

I would do this for her,

to heal her heart.

Unbutton her soul,

slide my hand across her beauty and

let it rest upon my heart.

Absorbing her pain,

healing her wounds.

I would do this if she would let me

If she would let me,

I would do so much more...

PS - I Love You..

Divine rhapsody...!!!

Have you ever wondered

what a rose sounds like?

May be a soft love song

layered with velvety notes

hugging closely

whispering sweet tenderness.

Have you ever wondered

what a rainbow smells like?

May be a fragrant blend

with layers of chakric potency

permeating the earth with aromatic energy.

Have you ever wondered

what a cloud tastes like?

May be an ethereal cotton candy

whispering angel speak on your tongue

Melting in mouths with billowing sweetness.

Have you ever wondered

what wisdom looks like?

May be salty tears stained on a face.

Or creases caked with laughter

and frowns from falling out of place.

Have you ever wondered

what's it like to touch divinity?

May be its just bathing yourself

in the harmonies surrounding thee.

Breathing a breath that

inhales omniscient unity.

Cradled by arched angel wings

you are a reverberating vibration.

An orchestrated cacophony

weaving ripples of love..

Forever and always...

I sit here silently

With only the thought of you on my mind 

As a smile appears on my face

And my heart starts racing

I begin to get severe butterflies

Your voice and laugh playing in my mind

I feel at such ease

You're my everything

You're my best friend

I have never been this in love

To lose you would to be to lose the other half of me

But I have this feeling deep down

That you'll be around for the rest of my life 

I mean..

Best friend means forever and always right..

Missing you, my bestfriend....!!!

I miss you my best friend

This break isn't easy 

But it's what needs to be done

I just hope someday..

We can go back 

Back to how it used to be

Without the drama

Without all the emotions and pain

I really miss you

No matter how unhealthy you are for me

You're my bestfriend

I love you

No matter that you are a fool

Hearing your voice can brighten my whole day 

I miss it my best friend

I miss you

PS- I Love You..

Moments...

My moments with you

Have been undeniable true

Moments of pure pleasure

Moments of pure pain

Hurt beyond measure

But love beyond treasure

Sweet moments off loving

Unhappy moments of tears

We have shared all these moments

Throughout our years

We both treasure these moments

Each and everyday

Moments are our memories

Those moments are our hearts

We've had many moments

And still do each year

These little moments we treasure

And will always cherish

For many years to come.....

Random thoughts of a feeler...

Hi

It's just me again

trying to chase

the tail ends of

my hopeless dreams

still hopeful

still trying

to feel myself

when all I feel

is You

and how You

made me feel

branded on my heart

a curse

of selfish love

I've gained from

You

not knowing

if it's still

You

who I'm

fighting for

a good fight

is there

still a fight?

or

it is just

a struggle

with myself

and how I feel

at the moment?

are you still there?

wherever you are now

whoever you are now

I wish

you'd

understand...

Reckless...

We're being reckless.

Giving into temptation.

Your lips are magnetic.

Forcing mine upon yours.

Your touch is sweet.

Delicate even.

City lights shine for us.

Symbolizing the spark we have.

Connection.

Desire.

Emotions.

Is this Love?

Maybe.

Its's the reckless kind.

The one that tears your heart out.

And leaves you breathless.

And speechless.

So conflicted.

We have a few days.

So much could happen.

We should stop.

But being careful never enticed me.

So let's be reckless.

Let's kiss the way we did by the water.

Let's hold each other until we are one.

Let's Love.

I'm addicted to you..

I don't know where you are

But there's something I haven't told you

I'm addicted to you

To talking to you

To just being near you

You're constantly on my mind

An it takes all my efforts not to message you

Not to run into your arms when I see you

You are like a drug to me now

You were my first love

And I still love you

But it's more than that

I want you!

All of you!

More than anyone can imagine

Baby.. I am an addict

And you are my drug

But my sobriety is getting harder and harder to maintain.

Rain..!!!

Rain.

Fall on me

and

Disguise my tears.

Mute my sorrow

By violent thunder

Blind my sadness

with brash lightning.

Yes rain,

Free me from regret

with a summer soak,

Pierce my deceit

With a thousand pure drops.

Please rain,

Wash me,

help me

To know any sign of love again...

From you to me...

From you, there is a light.

That shines down upon me..

From you, there is a fire

that burns deep within me..

From you, there is a passion

that feeds deep within me..

From you, there is a hunger

that craves deep within me..

From you, there is love

that blossoms deep within me..

From you, there is a spirit

that nurtures deep within me..

From you, there is a soul

that lives deep within me..

The depths of you ..

have reached the depths of me..

No Regrets..!!!

I don't regret the way I breathed in your heart,

Or the way you gently held my hand in the dark.

I don't regret how it felt that morning, glowing with summers heat;

When we met in secret to feel our heart beats.

That was the last time it felt real, and no I don't regret,

I just hope no matter where we are, that we don't forget.

You told me you wanted to kiss me,

As the river rushed and my flesh was no longer frozen,

My heart skipped and ran as I finally felt chosen.

But our lips never met and I don't regret,

How you told me that evening you were scared and you weren't ready yet.

I know what that meant, and I don't have some false hope,

But I won't regret and I don't have to cope.

You told me that you loved me,

But just as a friend.

Hey darling I understand, we don't have to pretend.

Maybe it wasn't meant to be,

But I loved every moment that I spent with you,

I know how you feel, I was scared out of my mind too.

I don't regret the way we awkwardly flirted,

Or the way it feels foolish looking back, your words bluntly blurted.

Honest and raw was our code of conduct,

I am messy and bleeding, who am I to instruct?

But regret? No, not for a moment.

I only hope that I still mean the world to you,

Just know that you mean the world to me too.