Nevermore...

I can't cry for you

not anymore

I have been separated

from my loved ones

too many times.

My heart has been broken

and ripped too many times.

So much that

my heart has almost become

finely sanded particles of glass.

And as I watch

those whom I love

separate from me once more,

No tears escape my eyes

as my heart cannot be torn,

cannot be torn

as it lays in my chest

as if it is ashes,

and my mind now almost clashes,

clashes with itself ,

trying to maintain its normal functioning.

But the heart is forever

never struck by the mind evermore.

Neither once,

nor twice

nor a million more.