Another day..

Cold steel slides across my skin.
In so much pain.
I let you in.
Now I bleed red.
I'm better off dead.

My life is cheap
10 pills and the bottle only puts me to sleep
A rope from a deck
didn't stretch out my neck
A gallon of gas
But my life didn't pass
And a blade, at least one for each finger
And yet my life seems to linger

I came to the conclusion
that happiness is an illusion.
And the only one who can take my life.

Is the girl I gave a knife.
The girl I owe my life
The girl who causes my strife.
The girl whom I love.