Forgetting..

Love is so easy

forgetting is so hard.

I remember every moment I'm alone

With you in the companionship of silence.

What do you think,

Where will I go now?

Staring into the blue ocean of your eyes.

Love is so short,

forgetting is so long.

I remember every inch of you in my dreams

Without you in my empty room tonight.

What do you dream, 

where do you go now?

Staring at two ceilings across two oceans.

Love is so full, 

forgetting is so empty.

I remember your every electric touch

Without you, my world could not turn.

What do you feel, 

where do we go now?

Staring at the deep ocean of our love.

A Failure's prayer

Me prays to thee,

Oh Lord

to shine your light upon me

'cause its been dark in here for so long.

I wonder how the sun rays feel like?

The cold has chilled me to my rotted bones.

I have forgotten how the warmth of joy feels like.

This endless failure has wounded me to my core..

Let me taste success for once?

Grant me the fruits I have laboured for

Bring me the mirth I have dreamed of

Shower your blessings upon me, once?

I pray to thee,

Oh Lord

with my heart and soul.

All yours.

Ignorance is bliss..

They told me once

that ignorance is bliss

and I never quite figured out

exactly what they meant

but the older I get

the more I long to forget

that all hope has been lost

In this land of the dead

but if you knew not

your right from your wrong

you wouldn't question

where you belong

you would see no difference

be content

in this meaningless existence

for it's not until you actually know the truth

that it can begin to destroy you

just like I

now, with lifeless eyes

I know the lies

and now I despise

absolutely everything

I understand what they mean

it is much easier

when you don't know

shit about anything..

PS I Love you.

Somewhere

between here and there

I found you

and at first

I couldn't quite believe it.

Tired eyes grow accustomed

to the dark

if you live there

long enough.

Even then, I always loved the way

the sun set every night

to give the moon a chance to shine.

They say

a butterfly can flap its wings

and cause a hurricane

on the other side of the world.

But one flick of your eyelashes

could do so much more.

Your love circles

laps inside me

consuming everything it touches.

Until what's left for me, is simply you.

Bodies. Minds. Souls.

uniting as one.

Lost no more.

You're magic..

Dear love,

I was lying on the floor

like a hopeless solitary object,

gazing at your beautiful picture

evoking a feeling of serenity

your eyes are like two shining black moons

in a white sky of eternal peace.

Why are you so far away from me?

It rained inside my body

my heart wept for long.

I felt lonely

I needed your physical presence

to soothe my soul

but you were not there

150 miles separate us,

I couldn't bear the distance anymore

I screamed

I shouted

I begged to God

and then

after minutes of shattered emotions

I went numb.

All I could hear was a mild beat

I was awestruck to find you in my heart

tears were rolling down on my cheek.

I felt you

and I was coming back to life.

Did I ever tell you,

that you're magic?

Frustration

You make me frustrated.

Frustrated that when I look at you

and think to say I love you

but the words fall short

like the shortness of breath you cause

when your eyes connect with mine.

It frustrates me that 

you make me feel

but no dictionary has a word for it.

So how then will I convey

the stutter of my heart

when you whisper my name

making all the world just fall away

till its just you and me.

Tell me how I'm supposed to let you know 

that I'm nauseous with bliss when you walk  my way

and that I'm shivering and rubbing and holding myself.

In a futile attempt to escape the cold 

that comes when you are gone.

Tell me how I'm supposed to, in one phrase

light the understanding of your consciousness 

like you light my life with your presence

getting you to see that I don't just love you,

but that you frustrate me.

Your words..

Your words were a spell

that cast the dark soul 

rooting inside me for

a very long time

I was freed.

Your words were an aroma

that enticed and enchanted

my whole being.

I was alive.

Later I found out

your words were a 

dark spell

that made me believe

everything you've shown 

was right.

It was nothing but a lie.

Darkness ate me back to the abyss.

I will never ever 

find a true bliss.