Moments...

My moments with you

Have been undeniable true

Moments of pure pleasure

Moments of pure pain

Hurt beyond measure

But love beyond treasure

Sweet moments off loving

Unhappy moments of tears

We have shared all these moments

Throughout our years

We both treasure these moments

Each and everyday

Moments are our memories

Those moments are our hearts

We've had many moments

And still do each year

These little moments we treasure

And will always cherish

For many years to come.....

Random thoughts of a feeler...

Hi

It's just me again

trying to chase

the tail ends of

my hopeless dreams

still hopeful

still trying

to feel myself

when all I feel

is You

and how You

made me feel

branded on my heart

a curse

of selfish love

I've gained from

You

not knowing

if it's still

You

who I'm

fighting for

a good fight

is there

still a fight?

or

it is just

a struggle

with myself

and how I feel

at the moment?

are you still there?

wherever you are now

whoever you are now

I wish

you'd

understand...

Reckless...

We're being reckless.

Giving into temptation.

Your lips are magnetic.

Forcing mine upon yours.

Your touch is sweet.

Delicate even.

City lights shine for us.

Symbolizing the spark we have.

Connection.

Desire.

Emotions.

Is this Love?

Maybe.

Its's the reckless kind.

The one that tears your heart out.

And leaves you breathless.

And speechless.

So conflicted.

We have a few days.

So much could happen.

We should stop.

But being careful never enticed me.

So let's be reckless.

Let's kiss the way we did by the water.

Let's hold each other until we are one.

Let's Love.

I'm addicted to you..

I don't know where you are

But there's something I haven't told you

I'm addicted to you

To talking to you

To just being near you

You're constantly on my mind

An it takes all my efforts not to message you

Not to run into your arms when I see you

You are like a drug to me now

You were my first love

And I still love you

But it's more than that

I want you!

All of you!

More than anyone can imagine

Baby.. I am an addict

And you are my drug

But my sobriety is getting harder and harder to maintain.

Rain..!!!

Rain.

Fall on me

and

Disguise my tears.

Mute my sorrow

By violent thunder

Blind my sadness

with brash lightning.

Yes rain,

Free me from regret

with a summer soak,

Pierce my deceit

With a thousand pure drops.

Please rain,

Wash me,

help me

To know any sign of love again...

From you to me...

From you, there is a light.

That shines down upon me..

From you, there is a fire

that burns deep within me..

From you, there is a passion

that feeds deep within me..

From you, there is a hunger

that craves deep within me..

From you, there is love

that blossoms deep within me..

From you, there is a spirit

that nurtures deep within me..

From you, there is a soul

that lives deep within me..

The depths of you ..

have reached the depths of me..

No Regrets..!!!

I don't regret the way I breathed in your heart,

Or the way you gently held my hand in the dark.

I don't regret how it felt that morning, glowing with summers heat;

When we met in secret to feel our heart beats.

That was the last time it felt real, and no I don't regret,

I just hope no matter where we are, that we don't forget.

You told me you wanted to kiss me,

As the river rushed and my flesh was no longer frozen,

My heart skipped and ran as I finally felt chosen.

But our lips never met and I don't regret,

How you told me that evening you were scared and you weren't ready yet.

I know what that meant, and I don't have some false hope,

But I won't regret and I don't have to cope.

You told me that you loved me,

But just as a friend.

Hey darling I understand, we don't have to pretend.

Maybe it wasn't meant to be,

But I loved every moment that I spent with you,

I know how you feel, I was scared out of my mind too.

I don't regret the way we awkwardly flirted,

Or the way it feels foolish looking back, your words bluntly blurted.

Honest and raw was our code of conduct,

I am messy and bleeding, who am I to instruct?

But regret? No, not for a moment.

I only hope that I still mean the world to you,

Just know that you mean the world to me too.