New Year

As the new year arrives 

it brings a lot of opportunities

for us to live our lives 

 as we dream of.

So let us start this beautiful year

with utmost gratitude

and thank God

for offering one more chance

to live this wonderful life.

Year 2021

Oh, the new year has arrived

I was still thinking about the past one

How hard it was

How painful it was

How life changing it was

How it taught me so many life lessons

Yet, at last I survived.

Looking forward to the beautiful new year

which will teach me

some new truths about life.

Maybe it will walk me 

towards the right path in life

the path of self consciousness

the path of enlightenment

for reaching the ultimate objective in life

that is peace

Peace, which I have been searching

for a very long time.

So, cheers to the new year. 

What if ???

 What if

your home 

doesn't feel like a place

you want to live in.

What if

you're feeling trapped 

inside a cage.

What if

your soul is suffocating

inside the four walls.

What if 

your body is aching

of pain and disgust.

What if 

you're no longer connected 

to the outer world.

What if

this feeling makes you frustrated

day by day.

Snowfall

Oh, it was the first snowfall

of the season in my region.

The cold breezes of the wind

just before the snowfall

reminded me of the

yesteryear temperature's downfall.

It was freezing cold

like I was already being told.

I enjoyed it with my friends

maybe it was some kind of trend.

When the snowflakes

fell on my cheeks

it felt so good

but also freezing cold.

Falling of snowflakes

was something like

I was in some kind of dream.

Year: 2020

The new year has arrived

again its time to thrive

in between all the obstacles of life.

It is the time 

to stand back again

even with the pain.

It is the time

to work hard again

even if you didn't have any gain.

It is the time

to do your best

which should be felt in your chest.

It is the time

to let go of the hate

and love everyone whatever the fate.

It is the time

to grab the opportunity

even in case of uncertainty.

Sometimes..

Sometimes 

I think 

what if

there wasn't 

any rib caged

muscular tissue 

inside our chest.

How we would have felt 

something like happiness

something like sadness

something like anger

something like fear

something like love.

The whole idea of these emotions 

would be a lie.

And what if

this rib caged structure

only felt love and happiness.

Maybe, the whole world

would be at peace.

Falling again..

I'm falling in love again

but I had told myself never again.

But I let myself slip again

her beautiful eyes 

make it impossible to refrain

and I'm falling in love again.

It's early again 

and I'm scared again.

I'm smiling and happy again

she makes me feel human again.

I think she's the one again

and this time I think I'm right.

Early days still

but I'm starting to adore

the beautiful face of hers.

Alone at night, 

thoughts of her

drive me insane.

I'm falling in love again.

Roses are red..

I have never 

received a flower

or even a rose

But I'm a guy 

so it's acceptable 

I guess

no surprises

no treats 

no kisses

that signifies 

one's feelings for me

no token of one's love

but I've gotten 

disappointment

watered with hate

and planted in betrayal

fertilized by the lies

and maintained by the fakes

Actually, roses are red

but mine is dead

and crumbled beneath my feet.

the sun and the stars..

Do 

you 

ever

 think

The sun 

gets jealous

of the moon's stars?

Never seeing that 

she is the biggest

of them all

the only one 

the moon adores.

If ever..

If ever

I disappear from this world

If ever 

my existence has returned to dust

scatter me in the night sky

submerge me with the stars

So I will lay down on the cosy heaven

gazing down on you

you'll make the earth so fine

even the stars will be in love with you.

Happy New Year

It's a new year

and a new day

shining up bright

celebrate up right

build a new life

and a new you

fight for your right

and spread the light

be kind to everyone

and hate no one.

New Year's Eve

As the colors explode

on the pitch dark sky

lights begin crawling 

in my gazing eyes

I look out of the window

and realize

everything was temporary

and it is only me

by my side

Like how fast it goes

a year has gone

embracing myself 

for the new chapter

that has come.

A daydream..

I hope you find someone, 

who never makes you question your own self-worth.

I hope you find someone,

who chases your happiness as much as their own.

I hope you find someone,

who supports you in the things you're passionate about.

I hope you find someone,

whom you can laugh with and sit in silence with.

I hope you find someone,

with whom you can share your deepest secrets.

I hope you find someone,

who is your lover, your partner and your friend.

I hope you find someone,

who treats you as their equal.

I hope you find someone,

who learns and grows with and beside you.

I hope you find someone,

who appreciates all the tiny details that make up who you're.

I hope you find someone,

who respects your heart, your family and your values.

I hope you find someone,who reminds you that you deserve the love you give.

If I could..

If I could wake up tomorrow

And be someone new

I'd hope to be someone

that didn't care about you.

A person who wakes up 

and smiles at the sun

not a loner

who hides from fun.

Someone who looks in the mirror 

and values himself

not insecure

loathing themself.

I wish to be someone

free as a bird

not someone who cares

what others have heard.

But when I wake up

I will still be me

hoping and wishing

oneday I'll be free.

the color of you..

Just a cut

Just a scratch

It wouldn't hurt

It wouldn't last.

It would fade

Fade into blue

the color of sadness

the color of you.

New month, old beginning..

A new month has begun

but my heart is still there 

the place which my mind thinks

is the best one for me

the place which lies inside her heart

the place which wasn't mine

the place which isn't mine

the place which never will never be mine.

But then 
I starve 

for a single glimpse 

of her beautiful face

the face 

which always reminds me 

how enchanting this world can be

how painful this feeling can be

this feeling of loneliness

where 

I usually get lost

until 

a tear drops down my cheeks 

and vaporises within a second

due to the heat 

of the burning soul.

Letters to my Juliet.

The time has arrived 

to say goodbye to my love.

My love

which taught me everything

like

in a world where you can be anything 

just be kind

in a world where beauty is everywhere

your mind should be clear

to let love drive you

thru the darkness of time's hue

the time which will eventually pass

like a seasonal grass

in a field of flowers

the flowers 

whose beauty soothes the eyes

the flowers 

whose fragrance ignites the soul.

Falling in love..

Ten thousand leaves fell

with a single wisp of air

that escaped from your lips 

as you smile

that is how rapturously 

I fell in love with you. 

the passion I live for..

She is my strength, my happiness, my joy.

She is the only one I'll ever love.

She's real not fake not a decoy.

I can't imagine what the future be like 

if she left so soon.

My heart would be dried up like a desert and lost in a dune.

Every time I'm near her my heart starts pounding

and I can feel the warmth her smile projects around the room.

She's the only one I'll ever care for 

and I 'll never let go of  the scent of her sweet perfume.

She's the light that defeats my darkness 

and the empress that sits on my throne.

She's my Cinderella 

the one whom I can call my own.

It doesn't matter what ups and downs there are 

I can endure every mood swing.

I'm just waiting for the next few years 

when I can pop out the question and pull out the ring.

I'm looking forward to the times ahead of us as we make new memories.

Our love is like a chemical change 

unbreakable no one can reverse our chemistry.

She's the book that keeps me wrapped up always wanting more.

She is the one and only passion I Live for.

Love is free..

Love is a free thing

so free and flightless

no strings attached

to this airy thing

so tangled and loose

rose in our hearts

tightened our own grips

and forgot true meaning

love needn't any obligations

no rules no ties

love is so lovely 

it comes in all sizes

love is carried n wisped

I love you 

I'm not afraid

I loved you

it feels free to love 

all things

no strings attached

heart is fully on line.