If I could..

If I could wake up tomorrow

And be someone new

I'd hope to be someone

that didn't care about you.

A person who wakes up 

and smiles at the sun

not a loner

who hides from fun.

Someone who looks in the mirror 

and values himself

not insecure

loathing themself.

I wish to be someone

free as a bird

not someone who cares

what others have heard.

But when I wake up

I will still be me

hoping and wishing

oneday I'll be free.

the color of you..

Just a cut

Just a scratch

It wouldn't hurt

It wouldn't last.

It would fade

Fade into blue

the color of sadness

the color of you.

New month, old beginning..

A new month has begun

but my heart is still there 

the place which my mind thinks

is the best one for me

the place which lies inside her heart

the place which wasn't mine

the place which isn't mine

the place which never will never be mine.

But then 
I starve 

for a single glimpse 

of her beautiful face

the face 

which always reminds me 

how enchanting this world can be

how painful this feeling can be

this feeling of loneliness

where 

I usually get lost

until 

a tear drops down my cheeks 

and vaporises within a second

due to the heat 

of the burning soul.

Letters to my Juliet.

The time has arrived 

to say goodbye to my love.

My love

which taught me everything

like

in a world where you can be anything 

just be kind

in a world where beauty is everywhere

your mind should be clear

to let love drive you

thru the darkness of time's hue

the time which will eventually pass

like a seasonal grass

in a field of flowers

the flowers 

whose beauty soothes the eyes

the flowers 

whose fragrance ignites the soul.

Falling in love..

Ten thousand leaves fell

with a single wisp of air

that escaped from your lips 

as you smile

that is how rapturously 

I fell in love with you.